Kubbra Sait first book, Open Book: Not Quite a Memoir, came out not too long ago. In her memoir, the Sacred Games actress wrote about her childhood in Bangalore, how she struggled with body image issues and social anxiety, and how a family friend molested her when she was a teenager. She also wrote about an unplanned pregnancy that she had to end. Now, in a conversation with a news site, Kubbra said that she has no regrets about what happened.

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In a chapter called “I Wasn’t Ready to Be a Mother,” Kubbra wrote about a trip she took to the Andamans in 2013 with her family. The actress said that she had gone scuba diving at night, had a few drinks afterward, and then got physical with a friend. After a few days, when she hadn’t had her period, the test showed that she was pregnant. “After a week, I made the decision to end the pregnancy. I wasn’t prepared. “It just wasn’t how I had pictured my life or my journey,” Kubbra wrote in her book.

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Now, in a recent interview with Times Digital, Kubbra opened up about the experience and shared that although she did feel like a ‘horrible person’, she did not have any regrets. ”No regrets,” the actress said, as she further added “Of course I felt like a terrible human being! A horrible human being because of that choice I had made. “But my feeling bad did not come from how I felt but rather how other people would perceive it.”

Kubbra said she wasn’t ready to have a mother then and now isn’t. She underlined cultural expectations that women marry by 23 and have children by 30.

Kubbra said she desired clarity of thinking and felt comfortable expressing in her memoir.