Rihanna opens out about her anxieties about parenting and her concern that she would not be a “good enough” mother.

In her current cover story for Vogue’s May issue, the singer deconstructed everything. She mentioned her hatred of gender reveal events and a talk she had with her doctor at the time.

“I asked my doctor: Is something wrong with me for not wanting this? Because people keep asking me,” she recalled.

“Am I a bad mom? When we’re ready to tell the world, we’ll just tell them.”

During the interview, Rihanna also said that, in comparison to rowdy celebrations, she isn’t interested in a traditional gender reveal shower

“No brunch, no blush tones. And no animal-shaped nothing,” she admitted to the outlet.

“I mean it’s lit for a lot of people — I’ve even planned a couple of baby showers like that myself — it’s just not right for me.”

“Personally, I want a party. I want everyone to be plastered and crawling out. And it’s got to be co-ed! Don’t put me on no wicker chair somewhere with gifts at my feet where everyone is staring at me,” she added before concluding.